Remember a friend whose her wedding party was missed by me? Finally she contacted me. Three days ago, I've got her message on my cell phone. I am so relief and almost cry. She told me that she was sad and disappointed, but she understand my situation that time. Feel like I wanna hug her happily... ^^

Oh, and I got my internet connection back to normal. YAY!!

Now I feel so horrible about myself.

This week went so agonizing for me. I had to prepared students for their piano examination and the school chose me to be steward again. And I just got my Internet connection back to normal after in trouble for days. Just then I saw a post on my facebook's wall. It's from my best friend, and she complained that I've forgotten to attend her wedding a week ago. I know It's too cruel forgetting her wedding party, moreover, I had promised her to come weeks ago. But the examination and student's stuff were really stressing me out. So I decide to text her, tell her the truth situation and ask her apologize. Now I feel so bad since she hasn't reply my text yet.

D'you think she is really mad of me? Do you have any suggestion what should I do to fix everything? I'm really afraid I have ruined our friendship.

Small earthquake hit my town this afternoon. I was in the middle of my piano class when suddenly I felt the ground moving. First I thought I got a sudden headache which might cause me to faint. Just then I realized that it was not me got dizzy, but it was an earthquake happened. It was small but all the people inside the building had run outside for safety. Thank God it stopped then. Although it's just a small earthquake, but that was the strongest one that I ever felt.

Later I read from the news that a big earthquake had hit west java area include Jakarta, the capital city. The epicenter is in Tasikmalaya, about 4 hours trip from my town. The magnitude quake is 7,3 and was felt as far away as Bali. I heard it has taken 15 victims (and maybe more) and many people got injured. It also influenced the communication and electricity service in west java (I live in central java anyway).

I've tried to contact my sister who work in Jakarta but she hasn't replied my message or my call yet. I hope nothing happened with her. I wonder if everything is alright too for Aiy-chan and Isu-chan since they also stay in Jakarta.

Oh, and I'm watching kyou kara maoh episodes recently. I think this anime is very interesting. It was cute and funny in the earlier but it turns into serious one later. I like how the author brought up the racial issue (between mazoku and human kingdom), friendship, trusting and betraying stuff. Besides, wolfram and yuuri are so adorable... ^^

Title: BELOVED
Author: sasuke_fuji
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Characters: The Fujis, mainly Yuuta and Syusuke, mention about Perfect Pair, Tezuka/FujiGenre: Family Drama, little bit angsty (I guess..)
Rating: PG
Summary: Yuuta always thought that being Syusuke’s brother was a curse until he found his brother acted differently that night. Slowly Yuuta understood how important Syusuke was for him.
Warnings: AU fic, not related with tennis. Tezuka was Yumiko Fuji’s peer. Syusuke was about four years younger than them.
Disclaimer:All characters belong to Konomi sensei.
Beta: a1y_puff and demonnesryu
A/N:

Read part 1: The Change “HERE”

Read part 2: Lean on Me “HERE”

( BELOVED, Part 3: Moving for Good )

Title: BELOVED
Author: sasuke_fuji
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Characters: The Fujis, mainly Yuuta and Syusuke, mention about Perfect Pair, Tezuka/Fuji
Genre: Family Drama, little bit angsty (I guess..)
Rating: PG
Summary: Yuuta always thought that being Syusuke’s brother was a curse until he found his brother acted differently that night. Slowly Yuuta understood how important Syusuke was for him.
Warnings: AU fic, not related with tennis. Tezuka was Yumiko Fuji’s peer. Syusuke was about four years younger than them.
Disclaimer:All characters belong to Konomi sensei.
Beta: a1y_puff and demonnesryu
A/N:

Read part 1: The Change HERE

( BELOVED, Part 2: Lean on Me )

Title: BELOVED
Author: sasuke_fuji
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Characters: The Fujis, mainly Yuuta and Syusuke, mention about Perfect Pair, Tezuka/Fuji
Genre: Family Drama (I guess..)
Rating: PG
Summary: Yuuta always thought that being Syusuke’s brother was a curse until he found his brother acted differently that night. Slowly Yuuta understood how important Syusuke was for him.
Warnings: AU fic, not related with tennis. Tezuka was Yumiko Fuji’s peer. Syusuke was about four years younger than them.
Disclaimer:All characters belong to Konomi sensei.
Beta: a1y_puff and demonnesryu
A/N:

Pheeww!! Finnaly it was DONE! Although the hint was still about The Perfect Pair, I tried to use Yuuta’s point of view and focus on Fujis family. This is quite stressing me out..XD. I’m not really sure with the result, but since my beta said “Ok”, I hope it will be okay too. Thanks for Aiy and Ryu for guiding me to the right path…..XDD

( BELOVED, Part 1: The Change )

I did playing Dvoraq's violin piece in sight-reading. It was wonderful. When I looked at the part at first, I wasn't sure that I could play it in first trial. But I did it. YAY! I wish I could do sight-reading with the piano's part that fast.. ^^

Oh, I have downloaded the first session Gokusen dorama completely. It's interesting dorama. Jun Matsumoto looked so cool there.. ^^

My friend have offered me a very challenging and interesting project in language field. I was confused for taking it or leaving it. The value's so promising but she asked me to quit my present job for it. Nah, this is what people call as torn between two parts. What a dilemma... *sigh*

And I'm still waiting for my newest fic. A1y_puff is beta-ing it. The fic has been changed three times. I hope the newest version will be the last version ...XD

I finally have a change to watch the complete episodes of MARS. YAY!! It is a Taiwan TV drama series. I heard it is a Japanese manga. It involved Vic Zou and Barbie De (from Meteor Garden).

Next, here is a MEME. I got this MEME from A1y_puff. This talked about fanfic stuff.

( The MEME )

I have finished doing my research project proposal! YAY!! I never imagined the excitement would be similar as finishing a fic XD. Now I have to be ready for the next challenging step, that is facing the professors...*sigh*

Nah, I wonder. If I could have Kamijou as my professor, would it be a good thing or a disaster for me?..XDD.

Is there anyone know whether there will be the third season of Junjo Romantica? I love that story sooo much!

So this person have made me very surprise.
Can you imagine when someone you have thought as a friend talked bad about you in front of your other friend, and talked bad about your other friend in front of you, just to make you and your other friend hate each other??
Duh! I can't believe this kind of person really exists in my life!

Oh, and time for fangirling now....^^

I have downloaded the newest chapter of Alice Gakuen. At first I thought the story was rather lame and childish. But it has turned more and more interesting volume by volume. I may say that the "Alice Gakuen journey to the past" chapters were the most interesting part. And I really love Nodacchi sensei. OMG, he just really look like Fuji Syusuke with those closed eyes and straight hair.

Title: Anomaly
Author: sasuke_fuji
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Characters: Tezuka/Fuji
Genre: oneshot/Fluffy (I guess...)
Rating: PG
Summary: Fuji threw a thought in one afternoon
Warnings:
Disclaimer:Perfect pair should belong to us.
Beta: demonessryu
A/N: This is my second fic and I dedicate this for a1y_puff. Happy Birthday, Aiy.

( Ne, Mitsu, do you know what it is? )

Time to update..^^

It has been a week (or more?) since my last posting. Me and my friends are preparing some programs for celebrating our community anniversary. The meeting and preparation have taken my spare time a lot lately. And my teacher keeps asking me and giving me more writing assignments and book list to read... *headdesk* (I guess I need more TeFu time...*sigh*) The internet connection doesn't give any help at all. I think it getting worst day by day. Should I withdraw my subscription and move to better provider? Or should I ask more bandwidth? (Ryu-san gave me some recommendations and I desperately want to download it..T_T) Any suggestion?

O ya, I have watched Chinesse dramapuri (finally...*sigh*). The plot was nice and very enjoyable. And the guys were cute..aww! *squealing*

Last night I talked with Aiy-san about her Tefu angel's sketches. The sketches were really amazing especially how she drew the wings part (and Tefu's hair too ..^^). Then I thought about trying to draw Tezuka Fuji by myself. Aiy suggested me to keep my sketch in my cell phone if it was done. So I tried to draw some sketches last night. And here are the results. Actually, it would be much better if I could scan it. But I don't have scanning machine and the closest internet cafe is about some kilometers away from my home. Me think my cell phone is enough.

( My POT sketches )

So, this morning a friend of mine gave me a surprise. She showed me her new t-shirt. Guess what? It has chibi-Fuji printed on it. It is very much adorable!! KYAAAA!! My friend is not a fangirl. When I showed her my POT pic’s collection, she just thought that chibi-Fuji was very cute. She asked me to send the pic to her cell phone. I never thought she would print it on her t-shirt later. She told me the maker’s address. I think I will order another one for myself too. Any suggestion what picture I can put it on?


Don't you think the t-shirt is very adorable? ^__^


Oh, and I have tried to answer the meme that Ryu-san gave me. Here you are:

( The MEME )

Number 19 is my own question. Since some of people that I would like to tag have been tagged by the others, so I just choose two others:
isumi_idle
eliza_natsuko

This is very random about my live.

Two days ago, my friend asked me to make a short story. The stories would be dedicated to a friend as his birthday’s gift. My friend gave me deadline and it was only two hours (she was totally mean T_T). Luckily, I could finish it. And it was the fastest one shoot that I ever made. It only took less than one hour. I wonder if I could write an English fic that fast, since I made my friend’s gift in Indonesia. ^^

And yesterday, my closest friend appeared in my door house suddenly. She stared at me with her teary eyes. She did not say anything when I asked her. So I told her to come inside. Later she said that she was in trouble and she did not know what to do. She had taken her lab’s result that morning and the doctor condemned that she suffered cancer. I was rather shocked for hearing it. My only thought was “why her?”

Title: For the Last Time
Author: sasuke_fuji
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Characters: Tezuka/Fuji
Genre: Romance/Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Unable to be together during their lifetime, Fuji now waited for his last chance to get a certainty from Tezuka
Warnings: Perfect Pair, slightly implied TezukaXOC and FujiXOC
Disclaimer: Characters owned by Takeshi Konomi.
Beta: a1y_puff
A/N:This is my first Tefu fanfic. A lot of thanks to a1y_puff and lafuego for helping me in wording problems. Another thanks to vierblith_tefu, demonessryu, isumi_ilde and others Tefu's writer that I have known for introducing me to this incredible fandom ^_^


( Ne, Tezuka, does the transition world feel this cold )

So, this is the first entry of me here. 

Although it is been quite a long time I have signed up for this account, I haven't post anything.  

Tonight was really stressing me out.  The internet connection was suck.  I could not update my account well.  It had been for days.  I realy hoped the connection would be okay soon.